That’s enough I need to let my mind wonder, to empty its contents and purge itself of thought and emotion, right and wrong. For me to let go of all material matters and my life’s morals. I need to detach from my body and set myself beside my current existence, to not care of matters that need caring. Time to let go again, to fall away and to see what is going on, to see where my conscience is dragging me with its time rusted claws. Impulse, the drive and motivation for action needs a second chance. Where am I, I am here but not aware about something. Emotion and feelings have clouded my instincts and tarnished my sight. Subconsciously I know what I need but the door wont open. My head is so so loud as of late, sleeping is a task for my brain, my human emotions and petty thought wont be silenced. My reason has escaped me and melted into the chaos. My love has tainted my soul with its roots. In my mind and souls cataclysmic state love has brought in all its extravagant raging glory, its capacity for unforgivable fury, a droplet of insanity.