so, yup nothin new here save for a hundred or so more page views from dissapointed people.
I got some new stuff i just need to find it again then go on a quest to find a working scanner in this shit hole.


A When In My NowHere I sit, here I wait, I am here now. This is my now, this is what I feel. Love still grips me here, love grips me now.A When In My Now
Now I have a purpose, a decision made, the question begins to fade. The unnecessary sifts quickly through here; an emptiness is all I bare here. But here I wait in the now for a when. I cant know what happens then, until now reaches when. I leave a dangerous dangling question for an answer. The forthcoming suspension causes my heart to quicken, pulsing ever faster. Then there is nothing, there is no reaction because now holds the action. Time is to blame, t


My Delirium Courses If she is in fact sleeping would it be cruel to wake her? What was so bad about being happy, what did it take for that light to shine in her eyes? It is so much easier to put on a show. Continuously I know that she wants out, but I can’t make the decision for her. I can’t wipe the slumber from her tear stained face. There are signs? What do they mean? Black, cold, hard and in utmost turmoil. Probing, pulsing, wanting to be alone. Fear, pain. Clinched tight held down. Easier, smooth now. Laughter comes easy yet none is felt; nothing comes close to the bottom of this slope. Naked, oblivious to help, to my help. Shrouded in shaMy Delirium Courses


The UnfaithfulThat’s enough I need to let my mind wonder, to empty its contents and purge itself of thought and emotion, right and wrong. For me to let go of all material matters and my life’s morals. I need to detach from my body and set myself beside my current existence, to not care of matters that need caring. Time to let go again, to fall away and to see what is going on, to see where my conscience is dragging me with its time rusted claws. Impulse, the drive and motivation for action needs a second chance. Where am I, I am here but not aware about something. Emotion and feelings have clouded my instincts and tarnished my sight. Subconsciously I knowThe Unfaithful


EmergeHow long will you cry And let life pass you by? Will you surrender? Or stay a pretender? No, it's not alright There's the fucking light Don't sit and reminisce About things you miss From out your back pull the knife And get on with your damn lifeEmerge


ImmersionGive me your heart. Let me into its fragile pulsing-- That which beats out life\'s rhythm, Echoing through the soft machine. Let me feel your life\'s song-- A pagan percussion beneath my fingers. Invite me into your secret self, That ecstasy of being you. Let me lose myself within you-- In your mystery, in your enigma. I\'ll veil myself in your dreams,Immersion
Bathe in the light of your fanatsies And submerge myself in all your hopes. Let me into your soul. I want to know you. Love you. Feel you. Just give me your heart.


HollowI can't feel the things I'd like to feel I can't laugh the the way I used to laugh I can't love the the way I used to love I can't even cry the the way I used toHollow
Life's so hollow The days seem empty Sometimes it's even hard to breathe Why is this happening to me?
It's like I'm frozen It's like I'm broken and I can't mend the pieces They just don't belong together anymore
Sometimes it hurts and it's only then That I feel alive
The wounds I have inside of me Are taking too long to heal And it's taking too long to men
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it never gets old
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i ate my sock puppet...
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i ate my sock puppet...
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i ate my sock puppet...
happy 18th birthday!!!
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I'm on a quest to find my brains because the little frogriders took them!
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